Monday, May 4, 2009

Outspoken No More .........

Life has just got too darn busy and I can't fit blogging into it anymore.

I have spent the last five years sharing my life with you and you sharing yours with me.

It's been great but now I really need to focus on me. Not writing about me but on getting my head in the right space, on getting healthy, on being loving towards my family and I am afraid blogging just doesn't factor in my busy week.

I have made some damn good friends and I mean that sincerely. I could single many of you out but you know who you are.

When I started this journey way back on Diary-X when I was only a mother of two that worked part time, I think I weighed in at 108.6kg (to be exact).
I'm now a mother of four and I am spend more and more time on the computer. With the advent of Facebook, between the two I am on here way more than is acceptable as a parent.

I am addicted to this voyeuristic online world. So, to curb my addiction, to start getting on top of my life, something has to give.

I will still be around on Facebook, I have limited myself to a couple of half hour sessions a week.

I will miss this outlet, very much. It has become such a big part of my life, that being the issue. I am currently going through a Financial Freedom/Success course and it has shown me that I am really wasting so many hours of constructive time a day on this thing. I don't do the amount of parenting, housekeeping, dogkeeping, loving, living that I need to be doing.

I have come a long way in 5 years and many of you have seen me go through many changes. None of which include my weight, as I currently weigh about the same as I did 5 years ago, maybe a couple kg less. I think living life each day will help me get to where I need to be.

I do feel like I am saying goodbye to a great friend - for the last time.

Please say goodbye, leave me a message, especially you lurkers.

Love to all (I'll leave this up for a couple of weeks and then I will delete it all). So longxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx