Monday, November 3, 2008

Have I Broken A Mirror??

My darling left for Brisbane yesterday.

Much emotional blubbing and hugs at the airport.

Before he went he was a bit sick. Ages okay we all had it, about 5 weeks ago. Blair never got over his and we thought his onset of hayfever may be taking over and not allowing him to mend.

On Thursday morning we went to the doctor and he mentioned that he had coughed up a big lump of blood the previous Monday. Our doctor sent him for an urgent chest x ray as he knew Blair was leaving for Aussie on Sunday.

We didn't get any call so we thought things were fine.

Tonight my doctor phoned to say that the x ray showed up a 1.2cm nodule in his left lung and that he will need to go and get further x rays in Brisbane. Blair was a smoker for about 14 years, he gave up over 5 years ago.

Just when we thought we were on the way - what the fuck is the universe sending me?

It just has to be fine, we are finally doing it.

It'll be nothing.

16 comments:

Lynda said...

Big Hugs.... I do hope all will be well - surely the universe can't throw a curved ball like that?? Good luck :)

Kitty said...

*hugs*

i hope it is nothing and i am glad that i too gave up smoking and will never do it again.

he'll be ok.

xxx

julaberry said...

Fuck me this year sucks arse.

No. It won't be anything. I won't let it be anything.

Power of super-positive (and slightly angry) thinking.
xxx

Tully said...

Don't worry sweet, it will be ok. Doctors are panic merchants about these things, thye have to check out every bloody smudge and mark.

I hope the job search is Brissy goes well for him and you can get up there asap.

AlleyCat said...

((hugs))

Good Luck - will be sending all the positive vibes I can muster your way.

Anne said...

Lots and lots of positive thoughts coming your way! Fingers crossed for Blair.

Chris H said...

FARK!!!! I will be thinking of you and Blair ... and really really hope it will be nothing sinister at all!

rand(om) bites said...

Oh hon, can the gods give you guys a friggin' break already!? Hope it's all okay. Remember to keep breathing and wait until you know exactly what you're dealing with. Thinking of you {{{HUGS}}} x

Tracy said...

I am so sorry you guys have to go thru this, especially being so far apart at the moment.

Cazzie!!! said...

Well, there is no time like now to make the move, and everything has got to be just fine Jules...huggs to you ALL!!

Tania said...

I'm sure everything will be fine - I know it's not easy but try to think positively.

Rachel said...

Well doesn't THAT SUX THE BIG KUMERA?

Hope all goes well, positive thinking going on here.

Middle Child said...

He's young...so thats in his favour....you don't live under "Chemtrail" paths do you???

Jayne said...

Hang in there darlin' & heaps of PMA (positive mental attitude). Hope all goes well on the job hunt for Blair.

R2K said...

: )

Middle Child said...

Jules, long time no post...is everything okay with you and yours. A bit concerned after this last post.