Thursday, October 8, 2009

Rethinking....

I have rethought the situation, after you all devoted your time to commenting and loving me so much.

I have decided to cull a lot of you from Facebook, it's not personal, I'm just trying to keep some parts of my life separate. There are those of you that I click with hugely, you are long lost soul sisters or brothers, you are still there as I can see that as soon as we are in the same location we will click. Others, not so much, no offence meant at all but it's about me so grin and bear it.

I am going to keep this public but I have a lot to say soon.

I am struggling, very much, with depression - again.

I really am in the pits at the moment.

So bear with me.

24 comments:

Kristy said...

Yay, Im happy you are going to stay public.

Sending you some cyber positive vibes to help you along.

xx

Ute said...

a problem shared, is a problem halved.


Blogging is a good outlet for me at times when I get my "down" periods. Although, I must admit, I blog at my secret squirrel one when it's to do with personal stuff.
Maybe there's an idea for you? To have a private blog for just your thoughts... more like a diary.

So glad you're staying open here for us plebs to read you Jules, I for one appreciate the decision. =)

Lee-Anne said...

If you were near I'd give you a hug.

You need to be kind to yourself and put yourself first. Do what it takes to get there.

xxx

Marie said...

Do what ever you need to do, to make YOU happy! Much love Jules xx

kathrynoh said...

I'm getting like that with facebook - I log on and I'm like - who is this person and why are they on my friend list? And why the hell do they think I care about their freaken farm!!!

Hope the depression lifts soon.

Margaret said...

Take it easy, no use getting yourself in a tangle over things, just do what you have to!!

underOvr (aka The U) said...

Hi Jules,

Take care of yourself Sis. There's no hurry, take all the time you need.

I'm sending you this song by way of Simon and Garfunkel just to say that you have so many blogger friends who want the best that life has for you.

U

HannahHandpainted said...

I am so sorry. I don't know you very well but I feel somehow like I understand your struggle. I struggle with compartmentalizing parts of myself.

I've suffered extreme anxiety and depression and I don't always (read: most often) don't share the extent of it. I know how personal and painful it can be.

I wish you luck...

rand(om) bites said...

Hon, a very wise man by the name of Leonard Cohen sang an Anthem along the lines of, "there is a crack in everything, that's how the light gets in". Hang in there chook and grab onto the light when it cracks through {{{[HUGS}}} x

Kentucky Fried Bride said...

Mary that is brilliant. I love it.

Jules, I'm messaging you now.

To Band or not To Band? said...

Hugs baby!

Steph said...

Do whatever it takes to make YOU feel better. End of.

The Levi Store said...

iM familiar with depression, so i hear you clearly. all good.

m said...

I agree with Ute.

Jules, I get the depression also. Somedays I think I can get off the meds and most days I realize I'm not ready. I don't talk with my husband about it because he doesn't get it. (even though his brother committed suicide because of Depression) My close friend understands. Thank God I have that.

beetricks said...

I'm bearing with you :) and keeping you in my thoughts...if you ever need to chat send me a message with your phone number and I'll call you...

Hang in there..

Anonymous said...

good to have you back Jules- was missing you already. Look after yourself

Marg

Tracy said...

I hope you are getting the help & support you need to get you through this difficult time.

You are a strong woman and will work through it in your own time & in your own way.

All the best & take care.

AlleyCat said...

Jules, I know it doesn't help much but do loves ya. please please please take care (((((hugs)))))

Karen said...

Not a lot to say but just want to send you huge cyber hugs *hugs* Take care hun xx

Jayne said...

Hang in there Jules - everyone who has commented has pretty much said all I could say :-) Just know that us bloggers appreciate your posts no end.
{{hugs}}

Kate said...

Argh, sorry to hear you're having a crappy time :(

*big hugs* Check out all the people who want to help you through it!

Take care and I hope things are looking up for you soon!

K :)

Anonymous said...

Hugs from Oz Jules, I don't always comment but think of you as I think we would make good drinking buddies. Oh maybe that's not good!!! Thanks for the horse pictures you posted and sharing your photos it was much appreciated, I'll miss you on Faceebook. Take care!!!
Kym

Anonymous said...

Just checking in Jules, hope your doing okay. Hugs from Oz.
Kym

Jadey 0:-) said...

HUGS