Wednesday, August 18, 2010

Holy Shit ...

it's August and it's still a rough month.

It's been a bad year so far.

I am in throes of a major depressive attack.

On new meds.

Suicidal.

Getting there.

Need to make a decision, find a track to plod and just do it.

**sigh**

9 comments:

AlleyCat said...

Sorry to hear this Jules.

Wish I could do/say something that could help you.

When you say you are suicidal, I am afraid for you. And your family. Please Please Please don't let go of them; & hang in there.

((((((all the hugs I can give)))))

Marg said...

Sending good vibes ....

janene said...

Hi Jules, I'm sorry to hear you're going through such a rough time still. Please feel free to vent via your blog, that's what we are hear for, to listen and support you when you need us.

I hope the new meds work soon, if not, get back to the Dr's to change them again, if not for yourself then for the sake of your family.

xox

Anne said...

Sorry to hear, make sure you take all the help you can get.

K said...

So sorry to hear, lovely :( I agree with Anne, take all the help you can get. I hope everything improves soon, I really do.

Tracy said...

I am sorry things are not good for you. Make sure you do get all the help you need to get yourself better.

Take care.

The Fat Chick said...

Sorry to hear times are tough hon. Thinking of you. Sending loads of love your way {{{hugs}}}

Chris H said...

*Waves*.. HI chick.. glad you are still around, I think about you often.
{{{HUGS}}}} I hope you are on meds to help with the depression... I am!

Middle Child said...

Pleased to seee you back again but not pleased to see you feeling so down...hopefully as the sun returns and there is more light in the day - it might help just a little...I wish you ease from all of this.