It isn't fair ..... *think Shannon Noll*
I'm in a bit of a funk.
I have not one reason to feel funky like this.
But I do.
And it sucks.
Life would be so much easier if we didn't have these human minds.
I think I'd prefer to be a lioness, who has a much higher risk of death and starvation, but doesn't have to fuck around with thought processes and over analytical shite going on in her head. She is born, grows up with the guidance of the pride. She then hardens up and deals with life. She mates, has cubs, and does what her mother did, what her mother's mother did, what her mother's mother's mother did and so on....
She doesn't ponder if she's sailing her soul's ship in the right direction.
She doesn't worry about her self image.
She doesn't fear social interaction.
She doesn't procrastinate or she dies.
She doesn't decide to go off and try a new career as an elephant.
She doesn't choose to put herself first, or last.
She just lives her predetermined path in life and that is the way nature intended it.
I need to find my inner feline.