So Blair comes home today after being away all week.
Not that this is a new thing but it's the week that I have spent trying my damnedest to be the best I can be after our "talk".
I have had my hair cut and coloured (small disaster but onwards), eyebrows waxed, lip waxed, eyelashes tinted and I have lost 1.2kg!!
So I should feel pretty great right??
But I am a bit nervous to tell the truth.
I'm a bit worried that he is going to feel bad (actually I already know he does as he keeps phoning me each night telling me how much he adores and loves and misses me). I'm a bit worried that he is going to compliment me .... and I won't believe him.
I will ride above it though, he is a good man and he will know I'm trying.
Rome wasn't built in a day and neither were any of it's sexy goddesses.